I want to be a mom. I am so sick of school some days. I just wish I could have a baby and a family to stay home for and cook, clean, and live for. I want to have dinner cooked and on the table waiting for Steven to come home from work (let's be honest, it will be from school for quite some time). I want to be the highlight of his day, which I might be now, but it's not so obvious when you both are so busy with school you almost don't have time to breath. It is just SO appealing to me. Call me crazy. I'm 20 and I want to as the world may say it, "Throw it all away." Really, I feel like it's giving it all and it's nothing to be said about because I will be getting so much more out of it. I just see women in my ward with kids and babies and even when the babies cry, I envy them. Although, I'm sure when I am in their shoes I may once in a while have a sudden urge to look for a way out. I think my desire to be in their shoes is increasing so much that I wouldn't even care about myself anymore. It is what I want more than anything in the world.
Happy Valentine's Day! Give your honey a smooch (married or dating) and that cute guy in your class a wink(single...unless your honey is in your class, then feel free to wink away)!
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Ditto.
ReplyDeleteHappy Valentine's Day, my friend!
Love you to pieces.
You know what is funny...my kids would trade you places... Being a Mom is much harder than going to school!
ReplyDeleteBut you know what else? It is much more rewarding and worth it!
ReplyDeleteAbs, Let's just say, you NEVER get a break from being a MOM! As for now, I still don't get a break and I am now a MOM and a GRANDMA! Not complaining, just stating the facts. Rewarding yes, but far more difficult than I ever thought it could be when I was at your stage. Enjoy school! It will be over with soon enough. Love the moment!
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